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February 2015 by toxic--sunrise
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How do you make yourself smile when things take several turns for the worst at once? 

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:glomp: Have I mentioned how sweet you are? Thank you for your contnous support.
Tue Mar 10, 2015, 3:44 PM
I invite you to join
Mon Mar 2, 2015, 4:06 PM
Wed Nov 23, 2011, 8:42 PM
Btw, deviantArt is having a glitch where it won't let me comment on your profile. :shrug:
Thu Jul 21, 2011, 9:03 PM
Hey! I used your FFM prompt "Leave the umbrella behind" here.
Thu Jul 21, 2011, 9:02 PM


Journal Entry: Mon Jun 8, 2015, 11:09 AM

I was tagged by therianlight 

You must post these rules.
Each person has to share ten facts about themselves.
Answer the ten questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up ten questions for the ten you tag.
Choose ten people and put their icons in your journal.
Go to their page and inform them they have been tagged by you. dA tells them the thing.
Not something like, "You are tagged if you read that."
You have to legitimately tag ten people.
No tag-backs
You can't say you don't do tags.
You MUST make a journal entry.


1. I forgot this thing was still going around.
2. Seriously. I'm pretty sure I've done this before.
3. I'm 48k in on my novel only to realize that I may have totally fucked the worldbuilding part and urgh. :grump:
4. Purplecherry5 kills me with old fandom feelz AND I GREW OUT OF THIS SHIT, NANC. :stare:
5. I read all the lovely comments I've gotten over the past couple of months and I'm slowly getting to responding to them.
6. New discovery: spray adhesive does the awesome frost effects on windows well. Do not apply when next to your laptop.
7. I want to draw things but I have no ideas, and then I have ideas when I don't feel like drawing.
8. I have recently gotten into a passive aggressive relationship with my health, and I think it might be helping. I'm not entirely useless, but I still have my limitations, no matter how dumb they may be. (Some days are better than others. Pride is a bitch.)
9. I have turtle shaped wooden stickers and the first thing I did was put them on my extra monitors.
10. I still haven't figured out my CentOS dual monitor problem, but it has been narrowed down to three things: the PCIe card, the display settings, or compatibility. OR, y'know, a mix of all of them.

1. Favorite fruit?
I like pineapple. And strawberries. And a shitton of other fruit. This is a bad question.

2. Where do want to live in the future?
Somewhere where it is not too warm and not too cold and the weather changes don't hurt. That, y'know, isn't a bubble.

3. What's something you love, that everyone else hates?
Uh. I feel like I've had this conversation before? I think the most recent one was when I made a rootbeer float-esque drink with vanilla icecream and cranberry seirra mist. Or the drink that's made from rhubarb and only good when you dump gingerale in with it. Or flat soda. WHY DOES NO ONE LIKE FLAT SODA. unless it's hot. i will not judge you on that.

4. What's something weird you like that you don't want people to know about?
Uhhhhh. I have no idea?

5. What makes you smile?
DINOSAURS. TURTLES. GLITTER. Twisting things in a mildly sadistic manner. I dunno.

6. If you could change a single law, what would it be?
Uhm. Lessee. I think there's a lot. I mean, US centric, I think I might want to make it possible for judicial reasons to swear on whatever holy book one believes in. Because, y'know, there's not really a point to swearing on the bible if you're not christian and HELLO. FOR SOMEONE THAT HAS THE SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, Y'ALL ARE ODDLY SPECIFIC ABOUT DETAILS LIKE THAT. There's more, and it's pretty much logic and moral based because wtf is wrong with politics that drive laws. Why does something bad have to happen before someone looks and is like, yo. that doesn't sound like it's going to end well. 

7. How would you take over the world?
The less bloodshed the better. So, in this day and age, probably politically. And god do I hate politics.

8. You're God. What do you change?
Humans inherent need to break things. Probably turn up the dial on morals and remorse. A little less of the violence. A little more empathy.

9. Would you choose to live forever, given the chance?
Some days I hope that I don't make it to eighty because at 21 I can hardly get out of bed and all I want to do is be able to move. Other days I am invincible and nothing has killed me yet so. It's touch and go a lot of the time.

10. You have magic powers. What do you do first?
and like magic, people suddenly realize what security settings are AND LEARN HOW TO USE THEM. alternately, rape is no longer a thing and we don't brutalize children based on their skin color because poof, morals trump personal bias. 


1. Weapon of choice to create pretty things.
2. Favorite animal and why
3. Pet peeves and why they bother you
4. Funding and time aside, what would you pursue in the vein of learning something new. Why.
5. Head canons about dragons and how they work
6. Security blanket/person/item growing up?
7. Current favorite song
8. Favorite song back in 2011 (or earlier)
9. Small actions that make you want to smile.
10. Things you do/would do to make a stranger's day.

Tagging: Purplecherry5 , IntelligentZombie , chromeantennae , DeeryDeerth , SRSmith (have you been tagged before?) , Destotim , d-e-l-e-t-e-d , scheherazades , calliopen, TwilightPoetess 

is that enough people? i hope it's enough people. 

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: heater
  • Reading: ---
  • Watching: ---
  • Playing: ---
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  • Drinking: ---


United States
I'm unpredictable.


i. you are snow, the frost & everything
that can bring untold fragile beauty to
the world you watch from your window, or
reduce it to slivers.

(it's your sharp wit, your razor words,
that will always be a weapon of choice.
don't lose them, for all the damage you
cause with them cannot hold a candle to
what would happen if you didn't anymore)

ii. to write to a ghost, cold & harsh with
her heart of winter, is an adventure in itself.
to mold words that rival frozen rivers &
fresh snows, without changing the landscape.

(i am a summer girl, born in the heart of
a desert and molded by the harsh sun &
heavy rains. i do not know how to be calm,
collected, or anything by a whirlwind, a
natural distaster that in neither controlled
nor on a warpath. sometimes, i wish i was
more like you, able to distance yourself
without a thought, without a care-

& then, i realized you couldn't do that
any better than me, & it turns out you're
not made of winter glass like you thought)

iii. this poem may not find you,
my darling ghost of winter,
the snow and ice may have buried you
before this gets to you, before
you step outside,
before, before, before.

somewhere, there is warmth
you can't run away from
no matter how hard you try
(please, see it as comfort,
to warm up, to speak your mind.
please, see it as permission
to ask for help when you need it.)
to write to winter's end
this is jagged and patchy and not at all what i was aiming for. 
this is why i shouldn't start something and continue to revisit, but complete it once i sit down.

for LadyBitterblue , as a response to her last poetic letter and some replies i can't bring myself to reply to because i don't know which words are right.

(it's okay to try something new. i'm trying.)

:iconpoeticletters: | :iconglory-be-project: 2015

asfdghjkl by LadyBitterblue 
A five month feature! by shehrozeameen at PoetrynProseWatchers 
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Could you do me a favor? If you're here to thank for a favorite/llama/ect please don't just say
"Thank you for [thing here]!"

It's annoying to just reply "thank you!" all the time. kaythx. :heart:



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ooneithoo Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2015   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch *v*
janardana Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
I logged on to Devart for the first time in forever to discover a bunch of favorites on a poem I thought was half-finished.  Now I'm here saying thanks to a bunch of people I don't know.  What did you like about 'When the Good Ol' Boys Give Way'?
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IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2015   Writer
I really thought I was watching you, but I'm not? I fixed that.
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silverthorne-studios Featured By Owner May 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for :+fav:ing my narrative, Banishing Shadows! It's a very personal piece of mine and it means a lot that someone liked it c:
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d-e-l-e-t-e-d Featured By Owner May 24, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the fave(s)! I'm sorry this is so late! :love:
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