i.
to be away is an act of resilience,
endless spinning between empty rooms
with elation, but
they're still empty
there's no teakettle laughter in the front room,
no too soft furniture and dusty lamps never lit;
instead it's a new box of holidays
waiting to be filled
(but what's there to fill
when prices are high, there's only
so much that can be paid in full
before your heart aches
more than it's sown.)
ii.
it makes sense why she would always
snap beans one after another after another,
enough to feed the neighborhood and maybe, just maybe,
one more than that. there's always a covered dish
for the one that's late,
the one that's had a
NaPo 11: shifting rust by toxic--sunrise, literature
Literature
NaPo 11: shifting rust
we can stay all buttoned up
the girl in the mirror
twilight manifestation
retained [in] the path of misery
but here i am, a darkness
greys in my peripheral[s]
ripe [&] stuck
on burning
no light, no light.
NaPo 10: Summer Days by toxic--sunrise, literature
Literature
NaPo 10: Summer Days
i.
faith is not what it once was,
a solid, creaking metal made fluid;
(forced) untold narratives,
as if stories were all that could be stolen
and draped over young ones
still too small to understand more
than the gossamer draped around them,
a safety blanket, a belief to cling to
when all other lights go out.
ii.
& yesterday, we saw fireflies
or fireworks, the way freckles dance on your face
in the firelight; sand and salt
clung in ways intimate didn't begin to cover
and yet
and yet
and yet
(e)motion stilled, frozen in place
somewhere between deep winter blizzards
and deer caught in headlights.
this was an adventure, a story in itself
th
NaPo 9: Summer Nights by toxic--sunrise, literature
Literature
NaPo 9: Summer Nights
i.
the nicest thing someone ever said to her
came in the form of words she never read;
a love letter to an old flame, unopened
left to yellow far from the light.
she'll open it one day,
maybe when there's rain -
but the rains never seem to come
and it's barren, a crackled
exoskeleton shed and left to rot;
you can only spend so much time
drinking whiskey from silver cups
before it's all tarnished and tannins
melting your tongue in the wrong ways
(instead of, say, loosening your will
to be a tightly bound book with all your secrets
hidden, but then
two completely different things
can go hand in hand
and she never notices
the silvered w
it starts to feel an awful lot
like you’re staring at the dead
in reflective surfaces
and the glances of strangers
with more feelings
and less knowing
what do you say
when it looks too familiar;
so familiar it aches
and splits like an over-ripe fruit in the sun
skin peeling back to show
everything best left hidden